these are the days of my life

i am neither sarcastic nor cynical though i am often called so. i don’t know why. i am quite optimistic though i can be rather pessimistic and definitely have suicidal tendencies. i like to be social though i find it rather hard to open up. i don’t like sharing unless i love you. i’m picky but open minded. i usually mean no when i say yes and yes when i say no. i am so mistrusting but i would fall back, eyes close into your arms any way.

there is nothing i love more than singing and playing my guitar. i get so nervous i feel like shitting myself and passing out. 

there isn’t any real way to describe what i am. you can try if you want. but i don’t think you ever will. call me a contradiction. call me the exception. they broke the mold when they made me, seriously they were like ;o ‘oh god what have we done?!’ and smashed it. i’m not being cocky, i’m actually sort of disappointed because i’m  matchless… don’t mistake horny for lonely, or vice versa.